So, here it is, my first blog.
I know that they can be used for many different reasons, whether they be professional or personal. Sometimes they can be a record breaker or merely an ice breaker. However no matter what way you think of it, everyone has different reasons for doing them.
My reason is for myself, my therapy as such- though using such a serious word is not my forte. That's because I don't like the idea of needing a therapy; it terrifies me but I accept it. It's for me to write what's on my mind with less fear of ridicule. Honesty is the best policy and even though this may be public and people can read it, if I need to be honest with anyone then it's myself.
There are a lot of confusions and tribulations which are probably nothing to some but mean a lot to me. The worry of people judging you I'm sure is a worry to most but the constant need to impress and keep everyone happy feels like such a personal and unique trait that it makes me more determined. This determination can be detrimental as the fact is: people will judge you for anything. They say they won't, but I can guarantee they will, heck I bet people will judge me for this.
The first of my tribulations is this exact issue, I get so afraid of people judging me sometimes that letting go is proving to be difficult. So this a test, the first test. How well does someone react when they have been openly honest with themselves for the first time in a very long time? Let's see...
Here goes nothing.
